jun
07
Hi!
So, I want to rant about resolutions. Why? Because I seem to make and break them on a daily basis.. (well maybe not daily, but let's just call that dramatic effect instead of lying, shall we?)
At any rate, there was this infomercial a while ago about the aging effect of smoking. Now let me tell you that it freaked me out! Because today I was browsing through old party pictures and I literally saw myself getting older! And I asked myself: "Dude, how did this happen?!"
Soo.. I made a list to backtrack this phenomenon:
- I've only had enough friends to party with for two years max. So it can't be the time??
- I'm too poor to go out every week so it can't be because of excessive bingedrinking??
- I got bored and did some pot for a while, but it made me groggy and even more bored so quit that.
- I've been smoking (cigarettes!) for maybe a year now...
Yeesh O.o!^^^
Ok, granted, I'm not a blond, caucasian woman... But it shook me up(Damn those antismoking commercials with their pictures of black lungs and wrinkled faces).
Anyway, so today I made a resolution to only smoke one cigarette a day, you know? Not go cold turkey immediately... Just quit gradually! And you know what! I kind of broke my resolution already, cuz today I had 3... I'll even it out though by not smoking for two days! I don't get addicted to stuff! This site for instance! I only stayed up till maybe 3 AM to finish my page! If that isn't proof of me being a well-balanced person, then I don't know what ___ who am I kidding...
This is me, signing off ;)
15 juni 2010 om 04:15
Making the decision to quit is always the hardest step. I've never smoked but I've seen how difficult it is for some of my friends. I wish you all the luck and don't give up! :]
16 juni 2010 om 22:09
Thanks a bundle! And good for you :P Never start O.O